Finally the time came and I met Catherine, she is very sweet and very small and has a really quirky taste in clothes :) We talked through what we needed to and i found myself looking her in the eyes way too much, luckily the sun came out and blinded me so i ended up squinting which for some reason i preferred.
After i met the girls for wagamamas (no fault there) and then went to the cinema to watch "About Time" which i really enjoyed. It was one of those classic love stories which makes you go to yourself, "tomorrow i'm a brand new person i'm gonna loose weight i'm gonna buckle down... (etc...)" however the next day you wake up and you've already forgotten what the film was you've seen the night before.
That being said I cherished the morals... it basically was saying that although mistakes are made and they can seem awful at the time and that in that moment you just wish you could turn back time and redo it, you shouldn't because by resolving the mistakes that you made in the first place you'll become wiser and make less mistakes in the future. It also put value on time being of the essence, and that spending ones time having bad days is down to ones attitude on the day. Its up to that person to change that day for themselves. I really appreciated that message due to its honesty, no-one will know that one day they wake up and its the last day of their life so may as-well live every day like it is.
Its all very rich me preaching all this whilst i can't say i've ever done so, so modestly and i usually am in a constant state of anxiety , dread and fear.
But theres a time for everything, starting tomorrow lets see how it goes.
night night
Mayellla xx
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