stupidness

Sam's just left and stupid as it sounds i almost cried, i feel as though time is slipping away so quickly and i cant do a thing about it. I hate this feeling of emptiness i get when i'm not seeing him, its stupid and clingy but i can't help it ... i feel as though when i see him all i can do is think about how long it'll be till i see him next. This is of course utterly ridiculous considering its never more than 5 days, i should really be happy i have the time apart to focus on other really important things. 

I watched a speech today said by J.K.Rowling to Harvard graduates and I cried at the honesty of her words. She inspired me to become what i want to be, but to realise the challenges that come with it. One of the main challenges being failure, in the speech she explained how although failure is not pleasant and nor should it be made out to be so, it is a part of life. She also explained how having an Imagination is one of the most important things in life because without one, there would be no dreams nor aspirations and no-one to succeed, without imagination the world would be dull and unfriendly. 

I am extremely fond of the way in which Rowling presented her speech a sit was with such honesty and grace. I hope some day i too can perform such an inspirational speech. 

Also realised how vain i have become today, hope to change.

Mayella xx